I just lost a dear friend, someone I had more in common with than any one I have ever met. We both were raised in Utah, went to the same law school, served missions in South Korea, left our former faith, and there just aren't words to express the deep kinship I shared with my friend,
@legalvices.
When I was in South Korea this spring I got to visit him at his home again in Busan and he gave me one of the most memorable experiences I had there. He knew all of my deepest fears, anxieties, and insecurities and knew exactly how to lift me up. He was my champion during my campaign and every day after we met. He was a rock for me no matter where we were. Hell, he even bought me dinner a few times when I couldn't get my food ordering app in Korea to work!
@legalvices always made me feel included and invited me to otherwise exclusive events and parties, he was the most likeable man who made people smile, laugh, and just plain comfortable. His inappropriate jokes had me dying with laughter. I will always appreciate and cherish the memories we shared both on and off screen.
Sitting on his patio sipping Blantons while he smoked a cigar listening to Jazz music overlooking Busan was pure magic. He had a way of creating magical moments like that every time we met. I am not sure I will be able to travel to Busan for a while, not without feeling this aching pain in my heart.
He was the one who told me I could start a youtube channel and generously shared his audience with me. He taught me everything he knew. I will miss my friend.
Today, I need some time to accept his sudden loss from my life. I am sorry everyone. I might not be able to respond here and need to not stream today. You all saw how I was during my dad's death on Jeff's stream, I was a mess but Jeff wanted me to join anyway because he was worried about me, I think.
I am not ready to say goodbye, I just wanted to tell you all that he really was my ride or die friend. It wasn't just some fun quip online. I know the reason he didn't tell me he was going through anything was because he wouldn't want me to worry or to add to my stress. I have and will continue to miss my friend until we meet again.