If you experience imposter syndrome, read this:
My parents never graduated high school. As the oldest of their four kids, I was the first to go to college.
I remember the pit in my stomach when my dad dropped me at Penn State University, 6 hours away from our home.
Everyone else I met in my dorm seemed to have things figured out. They had their 'care packages', all the right accessories and bedding. I came totally unprepared.
As embarrassing as it is to admit, I didn't even understand how credits worked when I got to campus. No one taught me, and I never went out of my way to learn.
The first 6 months of college were rough. I got myself into a rut and questioned whether I belonged on campus.
I was was there because I was on scholarship, but did they make a mistake? Did I make a mistake?
At a certain point, before I sank even deeper, I decided to take matter into my own hands. I wanted to fight back against the imposter syndrome - to know that I did everything in my power to give myself a shot.
I scheduled a meeting with a counselor, changed my major, and spent all my free time studying.
And the results followed:
- My grades started improving
- I got accepted into competitive internships at NASA and PayPal
- My mental & physical health started to improve
But as much as this experience & others helped build my confidence, it never made the imposter syndrome go away.
Even today, as the CEO at @AutoblocksAI, I'll admit that I feel imposter syndrome all the time.
But each time I do, I pull from the list of obstacles that I've overcome in life. David Goggins calls this 'dipping into the cookie jar'.
What I’ve learned is that you might not be able to ignore these feelings. The reality might be that you might have to work harder to get something done.
But what's important to remember is that you *can* get it done.