My biggest goal for 2024 is acquiring depth.
Since 2022, I've dropped out of UWaterloo engineering, moved to SF, digitally nomaded in 15+ cities across 4 continents, reenrolled in school & started working for myself.
Trying on many hats gives you a good feel for what you like, but not what you love.
Finding your "passion" follows time and commitment.
I'm often typecast as a dabbler: easily obsessive, but flighty. I'm good at maximizing luck surface area and not as good at sticking with things.
In the past, I've fallen deeply into physics and science, literature and TV fandoms, people and places.
Some encounters aren't meant to last; you fall out of pace with each other, your needs are no longer being met and theirs aren't either. That's okay! Everything is a gift, nothing is promised forever. There's beauty to that.
I believe love, deep love, is a choice. A commitment you make to yourself and your pursuits, the people you want to keep around, and to the future.
I know that I am easily frazzled, but I'm also capable. I'm prone to hubris, but I'm working on self-awareness.
As I live out each experience, some new, some old, I learn more about the inner workings of myself, others, and the world. I will create positive feedback loops for myself, cherish the people I love, and continue to collect new tales, wisdom, and memories.
Let's make this the best one yet :)