Today marks my last day at
@niftygateway Instead of writing a cookie-cutter tweet, I prefer to offer you a glimpse into who I am. I think this will help you understand how I got to this decision. This will likely be a super long post, so I apologize in advance, but if a handful of people read it and get to know me a little better, then it was worthwhile.
Those who've had the misfortune of working with me or interacting with me via DMs are probably already smiling, knowing I can’t string together two sentences without having to go back and make edits, and this is due to my dyslexia. Who knows how many times I’ll have to go back and edit this post before it gets published, and I will certainly miss a few typos along the way that I’ll just let them be as the final coat of varnish that seals a brand new painting.
Being dyslexic has allowed me to grow and perform better in other areas, so I’ve learned to just let it be part of who I am and embrace being a little different as it allows me to explore life in a slightly different way. If you are curious about dyslexia, go to Google and search what people with this condition tend to exhibit in the workplace; hopefully, you'll find it enlightening.
This leads me to another aspect of neurodiversity. We know this space makes fun of autism; and heck, even one of the accounts people find reliable in crypto goes by the name of ‘Autism Capital,’ but I’ve embraced meme culture knowing there’s likely no ill intent even if it makes me shrug as a parent of two beautiful autistic kids who may struggle with transitions and general context but who started playing piano by ear on their own at the age of two and three. They can read simple sentences and are drawing much better than I would have expected, often stealing my iPad to later find their scribbles in my Procreate folder. As I lay them to sleep every night, without fail, I start to worry what this life has in store for them with their particular situation, and I’ve decided to just be a lot more present in their formative years to give them the best chance for success in their adult years and I’ve already started taking a small step and signing up for volunteering opportunities at their respective schools. Nothing would make me happier if it they choose to continue down the path of art, music or explore any other creative field.
I have no doubt in my mind that some of the most revered artists in history were neurodivergent, observing how my kids self-regulate through sound and drawing after a day of sensory overload, so I remain hopeful and I keep my fingers crossed. The reason I am telling you all of this is because I hope this gives you a bit of insight into what has influenced Muga in many ways and why this project is so special to me. The four NFTs we released early on narrate a relatable story and I hope that with context you are curious to re-explore them.
I entered the crypto scene in 2013, as I have always been fascinated by emerging technologies and disruptive innovation. I think I’ll never leave, after experiencing the wildest things for a little bit over 10 years. In between the madness, the scandals, memes, and cyclical markets, there’s a wealth of incredibly talented individuals who are writing the next chapters in the history of a nascent movement that changes the financial world and started a revolutionary shift in the way we transact and demonstrate why a digital asset is valuable. We've gone through five stages in the evolution of money and we have been venturing for a while now into the sixth: Commodity Money, Metallic Money, Paper Money, Credit Money, Plastic Money, and Digital Money.
This remarkable technological innovation known as crypto, which has birthed countless possibilities for disrupting entire industries, has oddly paved the way for me to explore art through NFTs. It took me decades to understand that I was an artist and that spending hours hyper-focused on my synths making music with no formal training or obsessing about color theory were just signs of being a creative person seeking an outlet.
Artists expend a lot of energy in their creative process, something Rick Rubin really gets into in his book 'The Creative Act: A Way of Being'. He talks about how artists can make incredible things because their emotions are so wrapped up in their work. This intense emotional investment is great for creating art that stands out, but it also means that the artist needs time to just relax and recharge after (touching grass is real!).
On top of my day job and my art, I've got this family background of immigrants who always valued hard work and left everything behind for a better future. Some left Lebanon to escape religious persecution in the early 20th century, others left Spain at different stages to seek new pastures. I believe that our familial history, and what our ancestors went through, really defines who we are. For me, 'immigrant mentality' means working hard for what you want, something I've been doing since I was a kid. Whether it was doing small jobs to buy toys or taking on bigger projects like building an in-shoe pedometer in college for an ex-Nike employee years before wearables were a thing.
Taking breaks has always been tough for me. Apart from a brief pause in college for that wearable project and a little time off I took when I shifted to crypto, I've been pretty much non-stop. As a result, I've missed a lot of simple things like going to the movies (pre-COVID likely), going on hikes, meeting up with friends just for the simple pleasure of having a warm conversation. I can’t remember the last time I worked out regularly, or when was the last time I experienced the joy of catching the first rays of sunshine while getting ready for a morning surf.
Life's been flying by as I try to keep up with everything. This constant rush isn't just tiring, it has undoubtedly impacted my ability to create. I'm now seeing that in order to create work that not only fulfills me but also hopefully impacts others, I need to strike a balance and force myself to take breaks. It's not about just fitting in art whenever I can or neglecting family time on weekends. My wife's been incredibly supportive, but I know I need to adjust my approach to ensure that my art remains authentic.
I wish endless capital was a thing, but I’ve managed to save enough to give this more relaxed approach a try and be able to consciously create again. Will I get a job again in a few months? Who knows, but I’m okay making that gamble for now, and if in the future a new opportunity presents itself in NFTs that scratches my itch I will evaluate it.
Both in my previous career in high tech and these last few years in crypto, I have been fortunate to work with incredibly bright and hard-working people, and I continue to think about our time together, hoping to cross paths again with them in the future. If they are unlucky enough to be in a group chat with me, they know I send them the most inappropriate memes and the cringiest Photoshop botch jobs, and it’s just a way for me to compensate for my inability to express to them that I am thinking about them, that I care, and that they matter. As the market shows signs of resilience and projects start to hire, feel free to reach out as I am sure I know a handful of excellent people that can help elevate your projects.
I am also going to miss working with an incredibly long list of people at Gemini and Nifty. The talent there is insane and just know that working with you all on a daily basis always made me extend my departure a bit more, but I knew it was time.
Lastly, I’ve always struggled to ask people to bet on me when I wasn’t fully invested in myself, so this is also a big motivation for this move as I strongly believe in what I can create. I am all in on
@ekaitza_ and
@lifeofmuga , and I can’t wait to continue working on what we have ideating these last few months and a few things I’ve been playing with over the years that I haven’t brought to fruition yet.
This is the part where I’d typically try to say something funny like, “I am available for podcasts, quinceañeras, bar mitzvahs, and going for a coffee in the middle of the workday,” but instead, I’ll just close by saying… be nice to one another, keep in touch and never lose your sense of curiosity.
Un fuerte abrazo,
Javo