As many of you have seen in recent posts, I’ve said things in private that were very hurtful to many of my friends and those around me and I am not proud of them. It was wrong to say those things. This does not excuse what I did at all and I fully understand those that are hurt by the content of those discord messages. While I am still responsible and take full accountability for my actions, at the time I was very young at 16, and I was very liable to the influence of people that I would talk to online. I came from toxic game communities like Rainbow Six, Call Of Duty, and League where messages and mindsets of that nature were everywhere. I had a toxic mindset from those games that I carried with me to the fgc when I first joined, coming into the game in mid season 2. I didn't know the community. Through joining the community, over time, Ive realized how hurtful and wrong this mindset is and have been actively trying to improve myself and rid myself of that toxic mindset and I believe that I have. I'm extremely sorry for the things I’ve said, and I will continue to try and better myself as a person. At the time I didn’t think about the impact and meaning those words could have on people. I know that this message does not make things better or remove from history what I did but all I can do is hope to continue to better myself as I grow. I know that I haven’t been the greatest person in the community, but I truly hope you can accept my apology.