26 ✩彡 she/her ☆ latina ☆ bi ☆ an-bp ☆ @k_intsugi

i was so pretty
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2020 / 2023
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rotting
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:3
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junkorexics never cease to amaze me how the hell r u alive
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this picture was actually taken at one of the lowest moments in my life. i was living alone spending the whole day binging and purging. my glands were so swollen i looked like a frog. every time i left the house i would daydream about getting hit by a car and finally dying
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this made me feel so valid
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losing weight won’t make you like yourself
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i need to look like this
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restricting IS being kind to myself. i deserve to lose weight and feel good in my body
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am i getting thinner or do i need to wash my jeans
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mourning
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i’m a healthy weight now :-(
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last bcs b4 my phone died
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i don’t want to live with an ed but i don’t want to live in this fat body either
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screaming crying throwing up
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what's a good career choice for a low energy anorexic with bad social skills asking for a friend
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so jealous of ppl who recover and stay thin. if i actually ate as much as i wanted i would be overweight
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update i hate it here but at least they’re keeping me from hurting myself
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my dad watched to the bone and said “she’s sicker than you” lmfao bye
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i hope i have body dysmorphia and i don’t actually look like That
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im obese and scary thin and i look like a model and im average all at the same time
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the fact i always crave something sweet after a meal is so sick and twisted
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the duality of man
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eating is pointless because the hunger never ends
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i used to say the same thing lol just wait
i don’t want to be below bmi 15
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waking up hungry after a binge should be illegal
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bleh
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yes leave the heavy lifting to the severely underweight girl
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at least my ed gives me something to look forward to (my next meal)
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i need new underwear
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my roommate has alzheimer’s and she thinks i’m her daughter
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tw bc this this an old bc but i kinda like it
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i know it's normal to be very hungry after starving for years but it's so fucking embarrassing
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hand
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“appreciate your body for what it does for you, like keeping you alive” i wish i were dead
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queen of not looking my bmi
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how do you eat 1k cals and stay so tiny... I've been eating 500-700 cals everyday for like a month and still feel… — you people r extremely annoying acting like 1k is so much food curiouscat.live/rottingrl/po…
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throwing out your empty wrappers is like a bulimic walk of shame
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i don’t care if it hurts i wanna have control i want a perfect body i want a perfect soul i want you to notice when i’m not around you’re so very special i wish i was special
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the elevator had reached max capacity but everyone agreed i could still get on bc im so skinny
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my ed is how i trick myself into thinking im getting my life together
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everyday i get uglier and fatter
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getting my period is so triggering am i not ☆ving enough ???? why won't it go away
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why is being hungry so embarrassing
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i miss when not eating felt powerful now it’s just sad
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Replying to @C1tyL
i don't dream of labour
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my brain 24/7
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all i want is weight loss and money
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whatever. bc
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last hospital bc
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after a great meal i like to lie on the ground and feel like garbage
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stop following me i'm fat now lol
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back at it
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looking in the mirror mid purge and seeing that thousand yard stare. terrifying
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the kind of milk a person buys says a lot about them
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i don't understand how hungry am i supposed to feel between meals
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there’s oatmeal underneath
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my life is empty without my ed what am i supposed to do all day if i'm not pacing and planning and obsessing over food
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felt cute idk
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i gained. everyone's happy i'm "getting better". i want to fucking d!e
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sobbed over pasta like one of those tiktok bitches today
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just hit my ugw for real it's not dehydration this time
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is the need to drown my food in spices an ed thing
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lunch !! savory oats <3
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i will never know peace
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inner dialogue while scrolling pinterest: omg that chocolate looks so good. should i save it. no ! stop looking at it. fatass. k!ll yourself
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eating makes me miserable yet i keep doing it 😂😂🤣😂🤣🤣😂🤣
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i took this after a binge
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me: literally just existing my brain: u are Dumb Fat and Ugly !! 💋
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they're admitting me right now rip
lost weight since my last apt everyone's gonna b mad at me should i fake my weight
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giving into my hunger and eating doesn't make me weak. i'm actually strong for trying to change
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that little noise cats make when u touch them unexpectedly like if u agree
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i’m disgusting and rotten on the inside
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this is hilarious bc i got to my lw eating pb everyday
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there’s so many exciting things happening in my life that i couldn’t have done without recovery. i’m studying again, i have a crush, i’m meeting people, i’m thinking about the future. i’m terrified but i think i want to get better
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im so tired of fighting my own mind every second every day
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imagine not thinking of su!cide first thing in the morning
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i wish i had an-r not this bp bullshit
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everyone seems to go from an-r to an-bp has the opposite happened to any of u ?
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i wanna tell the cashier i’m not bulimic i’m just throwing a party !!
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yum
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i watched so many of her wieiads i had a nightmare i had to eat at her house
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u know ur hungry when body lotion starts looking appetizing
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snacking
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happy december
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oats !!
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Are u maintaining on 1k cals or are u still actively losing — are u fucking kidding me curiouscat.live/rottingrl/po…
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this healed me
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2 weeks purge free !!!
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dinner !! savory oats and egg
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bodychecking in the psychiatric clinic
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i wish i could hide from the world and be ugly and disgusting in peace
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i crave intimacy but im too disgusting to let anyone near me
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was hungry so i ate

ALT An Emoji Disintegrating In Pain GIF

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