Hey everyone, I was working on a teaser for TJoC that I wanted to drop on my birthday tomorrow when it really hit me. This is something that I really need to get off my chest.
Lately, I've been trying to motivate myself (sometimes very forcefully) to keep working every day so much that I started losing sight of why I started making games in the first place. For fun!
As I've gotten older and the world started looking different, things like money, ego and a general feeling of having to be competitive have started to turn what I enjoyed doing into what sometimes feels like a chore. This is not how I want to create The Joy of Creation (btw little me really chose a great name for the game haha)
I want to have fun with it. I want to deliver something that has heart. Something that's authentic. I am grateful I am in a situation where I can work on it anytime I want, but I struggle with feelings of stress and pressure that I realize don't really make sense.
I have some really great stuff planned and in the works, (the office demo is moving along, even if slowly) I would love to show everything I have made so far, but I don't want to ruin the surprise.
I'd like to say the demo is still set to launch in Q1, but in the end all that does is make me rush (still can happen though!)
To conclude, have a great day and let me cook <3