growing up un-pretty is such a weird experience. like yea it humbles you, but also it gives you no notice, no preparation to react to things. getting through years of school being the last pick, the girl no one wanna hang out with, no date to go to hoco/prom, etc. i got so used to being by myself and was okay with it. until boom, all of the sudden people wanna be friends with you now. people tell you that you're pretty, they think you're cool, oh you're so funny. what am i supposed to say? what am i supposed to do? i'm awkward as fuck gang, i'm trying my best to react and respond better. pls be patient with me ;-;