Ok fuck it.
Another influencer at an event lured me to their room while I was insane drunk and they were entirely sober. I woke up in their bed, they were next to me and they said the words:
βIt was so hard to not do anything to you, but Iβm not that kind of guyβ
The fuck is wrong with yall? You're never "owed" sex. You're not a "nice guy" just because you don't take advantage of someone while they're under the influence of a substance. If your sexual experience comes as the result of coercion/guilt-tripping, youre a sexual predator.