i cheated on my husband, after lying to him for years about my feelings.
i fell for somebody, and let them fall for me under false pretenses and lies.
i've majorly wounded those i care most deeply for, and it's irrevocable.
i've lied to you too i'm a woman, i have a husband and children, i played bait games for engagement and attention.
i don't care how most of you see or think about me anymore, none of it matters.
i feel awful and rightfully so.