Been a weird year. It's coming up on one year since I spent 12 days in a mental health hospital -- the entirety of the holidays -- after my brain went haywire on me.
The good news is things have been great since I got on medication. No issues whatsoever. I'm incredibly thankful to the family, friends and even strangers who helped get me through. There was so much heavy stuff going on at the time it's little surprise I got overwhelmed, but I never anticipated my brain altering my reality (symptoms of schizophrenia).
So while things are going great currently, there's always that nagging fear at the back of my mind that my brain will turn on me again without me realizing it. It's a hard feeling to describe.
I have relied on, and will continue to rely on, the people who know me best to know when something doesn't look quite right with me. It's a weird, vulnerable place to be, but not sure what else I can do.
Anyway, thanks for the support and I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday season.