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Deactivated my 50k twitter to avoid any uhm.. *unnecessary unhealthy withdrawals* (they've been happening from time to time and I just wanna avoid them and move on)
here's the goodbye doc if you haven't read it.
docs.google.com/document/d/1โฆ
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๐ this is a super minor issue compared to the other stuff, but while we are on the topic
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(Fellas don't ever write a cryptic tweet at 1 am right after coming back from the fucking Minecraft movie, now I'm thinking of all the ways I could have worded that tweet better ๐)
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This is gonna sound extremely out of context, but fuck it, the stupid TMC identity doesnt have anything to lose anymore. Most of yall will know what and who I'm talking about. So
Good.
Fucking.
Riddance.
โ๏ธ
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I can sleep well knowing something good happened today. Many people were played like a fiddle, but time waits for no one.
Deleting later btw
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But...! seeing that TMC getting cancelled and me attempting to k*ll myself, by-products of all of what happened between us, DID severely impact my life and left me severely traumatized... I DO get to feel at least a bit happy about this.
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wait wtf
"i got ransomed out of $500 back then yeah"
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"wait i got ransomed out of $500???? what the fuck how did THAT happen???"
me spending money on tmc was common back then, but a concept like that is so foreign to me now like wtf๐ญ bills are a bitch i want that shit back
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Im sorry if I seem a bit silly about this, but you gotta realize, one of the biggest reasons for my own downfall was because I was trying to call *him* out for being a manipulator and a groomer and nobody believed me.
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Fumbling the bag while trying to celebrate the downfall of a groomer, that's how you do it in the themaskedchris way WOO-
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Don't get me wrong, I'm making it sound like he has been living rent-free in my head for the last 2 years, when that's not the case.
Ive barely gave the guy any thought all this time, like, i really coudnt care less about that prick. Which is good for my own healing journey ig.
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but now people are starting to finally see him for what he truly is, so I'm riding that karma high after praying for so long.
It was a matter of time till it finslly happened, and time waits for no one. Just like it didn't wait for me.
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And I have been writing every single one of them down, ive been talking to my therapist, my family, and friends about them. ive been doing my best to move on. I was saying, that the very least a person like me can do, is realize their mistakes. And I did.
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I mean, sorry for the typo but, I was saying that I actually did do that. I'm still constantly looking back at all my actions from the TMC days with regrets. I'm seeing how careless, and stupid I was. I see it in every decision.
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One of my biggest mistakes, ill put it short.
I created an NSFW account when I was around 16, and closed it shortly after turning 18.
The shit i got was because I, like a 16 year old horny IDIOT, drew stuff of some characters that were minors, most of them being commissions.
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I'd say that, back then, one of the reasons I avoided the age card part was because I felt like I was not getting any free passes myself for the callouts I got about the mistakes *I* made when I was 16-18, specifically the NSFW account debacle.
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Of course, I regret going after him back then, it was a huge mistake for me to do so. But part of me just didnt wanna let it stand. so many people have been hurt for all these years, I coudnt stand it
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Nah on command still belongs to me, mamon just owns Luna cuz they helped heavily develop her character, were her voice actor, and i never really cared a whole ton about Luna in the first place. So they asked, and i gave it to them.
But on command is still mine, nobody else's.
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Of course after realizing how stupid of a fucking decision it was some months after turning 18, I closed it. Yes I was a minor back then, but it was still an extremely stupid decision, I mostly deserved the shit I got back then.
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More like 17-18 IIRC, but yeah I get your point. Most people jumped on me because of the age card.
My biggest callout point back then was that he hadn't changed after being apologizing so many times tho, *he was still hurting people back then* and I wasn't gonna stand for that.
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I shouldn't even be getting complimented on that.
I was barely 19 when TheMaskedChris got canceled. Im 21- almost 22 now, the VERY LEAST I could have done in these last 2 years of being gone, Is realizing how many fucking idiotic mistakes I made as TheMaskedChris.
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I did not say anything about fan projects ๐?
Just don't go claiming my characters or my art are your property, and I literally will not care
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and the strikes... that reminds me of a story i never told.
While I was in the psych ward, one of his "buddies" (that was working on one of my mods) gave me a strike and threatened me to take down my channel ,WHILE I was in the psych ward, If I didn't abandon vs eteled LMAO
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^this^
What I went through, the pain and dread I went through, its something that I wouldn't wish on anyone, not to my worst enemy, not even him. Its sad to hear that happened, of course. The part that im happy at is about the fact people finally started noticing his BS.
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Glad we could resolve it, again im sorry that i missed it, the thought of "i owe him money" got lost in all that drama mess back then.
You are an amazing artist, and you did so much for me
so i coudnt let this unresolved.
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but he did know I was still in the ward, he was on Reincarnate after all, and he knew that I tried to kms over my youtube channel. so fucked up, yeah? one of the first thins i saw when getting out of the ward
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Not planning to come back. Tmc symbolizes so much of what's wrong with me as a person, and I'm trying to leave just that behind. The pipe dream is done, and I'm ok with that.
And the normal 9-5 life I have now offers so much more to me than what TMC ever did, funnily enough.
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nothing to note i guess? i got credit card debt, car debt, fees, rent, taxes, and everything a normal person has.
and not even having to deal with those things have made me want to return to the "luxuries" of youtube monetization lol
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i have not paid attention to anything fnf since 2023 (avoiding it like the plague) so I wouldn't know much, so hopefully a pattern like that is not, you know, a thing
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Well the TMC dream was mainly that I wanted to make people happy with my art and creations, and i was also really scared of living a dull 9-5 life (then look at me know lmao)
And on command? Dead. They died to me along with TMC. I created those mfs in middle school after all,so
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wont say who it was since theyre a bit of a big creator and i really dont care anymore tho
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iirc, he striked my channel 2 times for the eteled music, I begged him to remove the strikes and I said something along the lines of "I'll do anything, i can even do money" then we made the deal.
Bitch held my channel hostage for money and i complied, fml ๐ฎโ๐จ
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Sure, I guess? everyone has taken those characters through the wringer already, (i swear to god, please dont check ao3 like i did)
so in the nicest way possible, i dont really care any more
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Of all the stupid things that happened between him and me, that has to be by far the stupidest. and nobody batted an eye when i called him out on jt, so he just got away with it! Lmao
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Oh yeah definitely. I always had the issue of people tracking down my accounts in all sorts of places and games, the weirdest one was my PSN account oddly enough lol
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It happens to every big youtuber i guess, comes with the territory.
Now that i think about it, some weeks ago someone did find a youtube account I made as a kid ages ago, where I uploaded a single Mario Kart 8 clip that got 5 views.. now THATS the weirdest one.
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