I agree. Ive wanted to hash things out from the start but he blocked all paths of communication. This felt like the only way to garner attention because otherwise, it seemed to fall on deaf ears. One day, maybe we can all eat from the same table, but it does take two to communicate.
When youve tried again and again to move past, but the other can't, it feels trapping especially when he is a big figure in the scene. As someone small, I feel like I have to fight my way up to his level just to be heard. Hypocritical for sure, but what I felt was right in the moment.