Imposter syndrome is hitting hard this morning. I recently found out that graduate students have been told by more established PIs that I am a โ€œred flagโ€ because I have not yet secured external funding and because I havenโ€™t recruited other graduate students. 1/
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I was thinking about some of the comments I received on my F32 NIH postdoctoral fellowship application from 6-7 years ago. Itโ€™s surprising how frustrated I still get when I think about it. A thread... 1/
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To increase inclusivity in academia, we will need to re-define our metrics of excellence, which may be consciously or subconsciously biased and based on a less than perfect system. We are not a monolith and there are many successful paths to academia. 7/
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For those of you reviewing grants and grad school applications, please try to think about people who come from different circumstances. Not everyone has parents who understand the system and help them navigate or enough cash to flow through the system without interruptions. 6/
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Overall- if you are trying to retain committed, talented, passionate junior faculty- some of whom have added service tax as URM or women- maybe think- would you have phrased your comments that way if you were talking about a white male junior faculty member? Not OK. 5/
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Happy Thanksgiving. I will be working all week and weekend to ensure that my papers and grants are written, animals are cared for, figures are made, and my traineesโ€™ are ok. 6/
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Third- instead of suggesting that the research in a Junior PIโ€™s lab may not be โ€œimpactfulโ€ enough to get a grant, please offer to read their grants and coach them on grantsmanship. Maybe we had different resources than you and only learned to write grants as a faculty member. 4/
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I am ECSTATIC to announce that I have been awarded an @NSF CAREER award to study the role of transcription factors and cell adhesion in #NeuralCrest cell development and differentiation in avians (๐Ÿ“, quail, and ๐Ÿฆš)! 1/

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First- I arrived to Davis one year ago and 6 months of this time was pandemic. I wasnโ€™t recruiting students last year because we didnโ€™t even have a lab yet, and I donโ€™t believe itโ€™s the job of a grad student to set up a lab. Also, someone has to be โ€œthe firstโ€. 2/
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Iโ€™m so sorry for your loss. ๐Ÿ’”I can empathize with your story, and having a โ€œtouchstoneโ€ is sometimes just what we need to keep from repeating the cycle.
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Second- I arrived at UC Davis after having a thriving lab at CSUN for 3.5 years. I am not new to mentoring although I have not yet had a PhD student. Also- I am a champion for my students. It is my goal to ensure success and opportunity in a supportive environment. 3/
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In Aug. of 2003, I moved across the country to attend grad school @GUBiology. I was 24, had no idea what to expect, and had little confidence in my own ability. This week, I received news that I will be promoted to an Associate Professor with tenure @ucdavis in July 2023! 1/5
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I received notice that I would be promoted with tenure months ago, but itโ€™s technically not official until 7-1-23. However, Iโ€™m not waiting until tomorrow for this. On July 1, 2023, my tenure and promotion @ucdavis @ucdavisvetmed are official! #tenure #promotion #DevBio ๐ŸŽ‰๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿฝโค๏ธ
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I love the fact that my son will always consider a strong Black woman who is a scientist, a normal thing. To him, I am what a scientist looks like. Shoutout to all the people out there normalizing change for the next generation.โค๏ธ #DevBio #MommyScientist #AcademicMom
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Dear colleagues, Iโ€™m sorry to report that I will not be attending any welcome events, orientations, happy hours, or other non-mandatory thing in person until my child can be vaccinated. I get emails everyday about these things like the world is back to normal. Itโ€™s not. โœŒ๐Ÿฝ
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We are not taught how to run a lab when we train to become scientists. We are not taught how to budget, details of grants administration, nor specifics of cost breakdowns. When we get jobs, we are integrated in the system with little information about the inner workings. 1/
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One reviewer said that my 3.0 undergraduate GPA was subpar. I had 2 part time jobs in undergrad to survive. They reduced available study time. Keep in mind, at the point of the app I had defended my PhD with distinction and had published 4 grad papers and 2 postdoc papers. 2/
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Another reviewer said that it was appalling that it took me 8 years to finish my PhD. It didnโ€™t. It took me 5.5 years. The NIH bio sketch only asked for the date of completion. I wasnโ€™t able to go straight from undergrad to grad school and had to work in between to save money. 3/
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Hello! Iโ€™m Crystal Rogers, an Assistant Professor @ucdavis in @ucdavisvetmed. Iโ€™m a developmental biologist studying the molecular mechanisms that drive the formation of #NeuralCrest cells in vertebrate embryos. #BlackinCMDBioRollCall #BlackinCMDBio @BlackinCMDBio @___SDB___
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In the Pfizer โ€œ3rd shotโ€ booster trial now! Iโ€™m happy to be a study participant so you donโ€™t have to! Itโ€™s double blinded and placebo-controlled to test the efficacy of a 3rd shot (or placebo) to new strains of COVID. Hoping I get the vaccine instead of placebo! #BoosterShots ๐Ÿ’‰
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Spent some time imaging #axolotl embryo (tailbud) tails today. Itโ€™s such a lovely feeling when experiments actually work! ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿคฉ
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As I approach 7000 followers, I would like to re-introduce myself! My name is Crystal D. Rogers, and I am an Assistant Professor at UC Davis. I am a #FirstGen college graduate, had a relatively rough and tumultuous childhood, and yet I have made it here to the #IvoryTower. 1/
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What is this and why was it in the bag with my breakfast at the hotel? If itโ€™s salt- this is not a cute way to present it to a scientist who uses these in the lab. If itโ€™s notโ€ฆ. ๐Ÿ˜ฌ
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The absolute privilege that I have to work with these amazing animalsโ€ฆ and dress like them. Iโค๏ธaxolotls.
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Itโ€™s my birthday today, and I am celebrating it by sharing two of the *1000* selfies I have taken with my dog Roxie ๐Ÿ˜‚. Itโ€™s been a difficult year, but I am so lucky to have a loving family, great job, supportive community, and hope for the year to come. โค๏ธ #May28 #42 #Birthday
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Oh hi! Just in case you need some axolotl cuteness in your life today... here you go! May you find a few minutes of stress relief this weekend.
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Itโ€™s official! We want to welcome Tess Gibson and Colton Baumler from the @BMCDB grad group to the lab! They will be the first PhD students in my lab @ucdavis. Iโ€™m so honored they chose me to accompany them on their journeys! Now to get them on Twitter... #RogersLab #DevBio
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Huge thank you to the @ucdavis @BMCDB graduate students for giving me a 1st Year Teaching Award! This recognition means so much to me! I am sad that I was not there to receive it, but look forward to seeing everyone in person soon! ๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽ‰
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Hi! My lab is interested in understanding processes controlling early #NeuralCrest development and how genes and environment can alter those processes. Our lab uses chick, quail, and axolotls as our #ResearchOrganisms. #Chonk says, โ€œsupport research!โ€ #BlackModelOrganism #DevBio
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I am so heartened by all of the positive responses to my thread this morning. Thank you all for your support! Make no mistake- suggestions that I may fail or that Iโ€™m not good enough only light a ๐Ÿ”ฅinside of me- thereby ensuring my eventual success. Watch me. ๐Ÿ’ฏ

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Yay! Paper acceptance email today! It will be the first publication out of my lab @ucdavisvetmed and is the first pub ever for the #Squad: Subrajaa Manohar, @StemCellBerto, and @CamiloE_! All #FirstGen college students who graduated from @csunorthridge. frontiersin.org/research-topโ€ฆ

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Although I am a developmental biologist who generally views my system at tissue and organism levels, nothing beats the beauty of viewing #NeuralCrest and other cell types at the cell level. #CellBio #DevBio #BlackInCell @BlackinCMDBio @___SDB___
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When I was younger, I would never have predicted that I would be the PI of my own lab at a great university where I would study ancestors of dinosaurs (๐Ÿ“) and water dragons (#axolotls)โ€ฆ ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿคฉ What even is this life? Itโ€™s pretty amazing.#DevBio
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Wow!! Thatโ€™s super high. The highest mine has risen was about 2300 on planes lately. Were they just trying to knock everyone out on the plane? ๐Ÿ˜ฌ
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Happy Valentineโ€™s Day! ๐Ÿ’˜
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This grant was my 3rd and final attempt at the CAREER award. The first two did horribly. I finally spoke with a PO and also asked 4 people to read this grant and help me improve my grantsmanship. If at first you donโ€™t succeed, dust yourself off and try again. #ItTakesAVillage
I am ECSTATIC to announce that I have been awarded an @NSF CAREER award to study the role of transcription factors and cell adhesion in #NeuralCrest cell development and differentiation in avians (๐Ÿ“, quail, and ๐Ÿฆš)! 1/

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My origin story is not filled with collecting butterflies or following in my parentsโ€™ footsteps. Rather, I always loved science, but was fascinated by addiction and wanted to โ€œcureโ€ it. It started with my fatherโ€™s persistent substance use disorder. 1/
I am so bored of reading about biologists' childhoods (or let's be honest, boyhoods) spent running around the countryside collecting insects. Like that's nice and all, but some of us grew up in cities. Can we get some alternative biologist origin stories?
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Yaaaaasssss! Pfizer vaccine for the little. Thank you to all the scientists, docs, and government officials that made this possible for us! I almost cried, but kept it together. โค๏ธโค๏ธ
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Whew! Very stressed about funding. The balance of getting papers out, writing grants, re-writing grants, waiting 8 months to find out you need to revise and re-write more grants, and all the while doing the rest of the job and spending money to keep the lab running is a lot!

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How overworked, overwhelmed, over-committed am I? Wellโ€ฆ we are taking our lab pics today so I dressed up and wore different shoes than normal and somehow didnโ€™t realize that Iโ€™m wearing two completely different shoes until I got to work. Sheesh. ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜ฃ
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Happy birthday to me (and the other May babies)! This is 44! Another trip around the the sun. Itโ€™s been an amazing year full of adventures, and I canโ€™t wait to see whatโ€™s next! โค๏ธ๐ŸŽ‚
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I moved my axolotl colony from LA to Davis in March myself because they are so precious. This is what #ChonkTheAxolotl and all of his siblings looked like when I moved them! Just little ones! Who knew he/she would grow into a mammoth sibling-eating cutie?
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Since people find joy in #ChonkTheAxolotl, Iโ€™ll share a video of him eating from a week ago. Note 1) how much bigger he is than his siblings and 2) how much he grew in a week compare this vid to last post! Also- he has not eaten any siblings since the first one. #axolotl #Chonk
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I was on board with this thread until I hit this tweet. As sympathetic as I am to spousal hires, to suggest that spending money on DEI instead is โ€œdisturbingโ€ is not it. I NEVER had a Black professor during training, yet there were always spouses in the departments I was in. ๐Ÿ˜ฌ
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The axolotls amaze me everyday. How in the world did these adorable magical dragons come to be? I feel so lucky to share the world with them. #ChonkTheAxolotl
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Stages of academic grief: 1. Imposter syndrome and sadness. 2 Anger at my โ€œwasted timeโ€. 3. Frustration at doing so much for so little in return. 4. Donโ€™t ask me for anything right now. ๐Ÿท โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€” 5. Resolve to focus on science and keep writing until the grants are funded.

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I was unblinded today! Itโ€™s official! I received the Pfizer vaccine in the trial! Yay! Also- that second shot is a doozy. Plan to feel crappy for a day.

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I will continue making science jokes and bringing levity to talks and question sessions until I die. That is all. ๐Ÿ‘ฉ๐Ÿฝโ€๐Ÿ”ฌ๐Ÿ‘ฉ๐Ÿพโ€๐Ÿ’ป๐Ÿฆธ๐Ÿพโ€โ™€๏ธ
Women may actually be harming their presentation outcomes by making jokes. hbr.org/2019/03/making-jokesโ€ฆ
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I was scared to attend #Scialog during a COVID surge. However, upon arrival the organizers asked everyone to mask indoors, arranged to have all meals outside, and provided everyone with 3 antigen tests so we can test each day before meeting with colleagues. Thank you @RCSA1! ๐Ÿ˜ท
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Teaching a graduate student how to perform functional experiments in chick embryos today! Exciting! ๐Ÿฃ ๐Ÿ˜ƒ
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This advice rings true for academia as well. We are NOT all going to be Nobel Prize winning scientists who only publish in Nature and have $15,000 speaking fees, and thatโ€™s OK. You can be a good, working, successful scientist by participating and engaging in the process. ๐Ÿค“
Amazing advice on perspective from Carl Weathers! RIP
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I donโ€™t want my trainees to be as poor as I was in grad school. It sucks and is traumatic. I donโ€™t believe in hazing (โ€œif it happened to me it should happen to youโ€). I want them to thrive. I want the @UofCalifornia to engage in fair bargaining with #UAWonStrike to ensure equity.
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Very fancy! Thanks to @ucdavisvetmed for featuring our lab in the new issue of Synergy magazine! ๐Ÿคฉ
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Academia can be a difficult place for someone like me. I am resilient, donโ€™t get me wrong, but I hang a lot of my sense of self on being a scientist who is also a mom/wife/friend/mentor/etc. I have had a roller coaster of a life, and I have dealt with some ridiculous adversity.1/
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Looking through data always amazes me. Science is so pretty! This is a transverse section from a developing chick spinal cord with #NeuralCrest, ventral somites, and notochord in orange, neural tube in pink, and neurons in green.
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Great lesson here. Letโ€™s be these kinds of academics. When one of us is struggling, we can all lend a hand to help each other succeed. Letโ€™s not be the โ€œeat your youngโ€ kind. โ€œBe the change you want to see,โ€ right?
One thing Twitter has taught me is how smart and compassionate so many creatures on this planet are. ๐Ÿข ๐Ÿ’™
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Guess who has axolotl care duty this weekend? ๐Ÿ˜ Itโ€™s me! These sweet water dragons get to enjoy some 90โ€™s R&B while I check their water and feed them. Introducing one of our youngest ladies born exactly one year ago! She doesnโ€™t have a name yet. Any suggestions?
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This is the outfit Iโ€™m wearing to take care of the axolotls today. Do they know itโ€™s Christmastime at all? They will! Have a festive and joyful day everyone!๐ŸŽ„๐ŸŽ๐ŸŽ…๐Ÿพ
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Holy molyโ€ฆ someone put in SOME WORK! None of my axolotls has ever laid this many embryos in a single day before. It was either #Chonk or one of her siblings. Of course it was. Something about the Davis water I guess. Babies are mature now! ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜
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Happy #LovingDay from our little family to yours! May love always win. โค๏ธ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ’• google.com/amp/s/www.newsweeโ€ฆ
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Congratulations to @heddy_menendez and @VertizJohnny on being awarded @NSF GRFPs!!!! Our lab is showing out! Heddy is a second year @BMCDB graduate student and Johnny is a PREP@UCDAVIS student who will be headed to grad school in the fall!! So proud of you two! ๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽ‰๐ŸŽ‰
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Congratulations to @NikolasMW who won best undergrad poster at @___SDB___ #2020SDB!! You are such a rock star! You represent our lab so well! Thank you to the organizers and judges for your work. Please help me recruit Nik to @ucdavis for grad school! ๐Ÿ’ฏ๐Ÿ˜€
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Pretty stuff in the lab today. When things work, itโ€™s easy to remember why I science. #DevBio ๐Ÿ˜
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Itโ€™s official! I made it to @MBLScience for #Embryo22! I was told I needed a #PieInTheSky pic or it didnโ€™t happen! ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿคฉ
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Huge thanks to the @UCDMINDINST for awarding our lab an #IDDRC pilot grant to study relationships between transcription factors and adhesion molecules in CNS development! #DevBio health.ucdavis.edu/mindinstiโ€ฆ
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Happy holidays! May your grants be funded, papers be published, and experiments be successful! Cheers to the end of 2020.
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Iโ€™m truly irritated everyday that this pandemic weight, which I spent 2 years carefully curating with wine, snacks, and sitting at home, has not immediately removed itself from my person when I started barely exercising and changed my diet a tiny bit. ๐Ÿ˜’๐Ÿคท๐Ÿฝโ€โ™€๏ธ
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For me, the benefits of my job far outweigh the negatives. No one in my close family has/had a โ€œcareerโ€, they have/had jobs. Jobs that paid the bills and they did because they had to. I have a career that I chose, and I do it because I love it. My favorite things about it: 1/
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I realized that I was watching life happen in real time, and I was hooked. It was #DevBio for me forever #DevBio4Life ๐ŸคŸ๐Ÿพ. At this time, I worked with my cohort to learn how to critically read papers and tried to learn the basic things I missed in undergrad. 11/
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Professional rejection sucks. It sucks to have papers rejected and it sucks when grants arenโ€™t funded. But you will never publish a paper you donโ€™t submit, and no one is handing out grant money without an application. All we can do is our best and live to submit another day.

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1. Paper revised and resubmitted (congrats to 1st auth. @Tess_Leathers). 2. Grant NOA arrived! A wonderful way to start the weekend! So pleased that @NIDCR has funded our R03 aimed at understanding links between microtubules, cadherins, and #NeuralCrest development! ๐Ÿฃ๐Ÿ‘ฉ๐Ÿฝโ€๐Ÿ”ฌ๐ŸŽ‰

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I know what hunger feels like and have had the lights turned off. I know what itโ€™s like to have holes in the bottom of my shoes from wear. I know what it is to love science. I have been a scientist since childhood. Collecting snails, thinking about how the world works. 2/
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โ€œDress for the job you want,โ€ they said... Me... waiting on those powers. A little strength and energy would work for me right about now. ๐Ÿ˜‚๐ŸŽ…๐Ÿฝ
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Iโ€™m so grateful for the @SocDevBio community. Being elected to the 2024 #SDB_Academy with so many amazing scientists, leaders, and mentors is honestly surreal. Huge thank you to my nominator and the awards committee for this honor. #2024SDB sdbonline.org/sdb_academy
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But I had grit, I was stubborn, and I wasnโ€™t inherently stupid, I just didnโ€™t understand HOW to learn to be a scientist. I rotated in an animal behavior lab, an immunology lab, and a #DevBio lab last. I started looking at Xenopus embryos under the microscope. 10/
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Another moment of zen from the lab. A video of the relaxolotls. #Chonk and the siblings are chillin. Happy Saturday! May you get a quiet moment to flap your own gills. ๐Ÿ˜€
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So here I am. A faculty member at a fantastic school, studying a topic that I love, working with great people and mentoring great people. Knowing how lucky I am to have avoided all of those pitfalls that my parents fell in. I think about this everyday. This is my origin story. 9/
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In spite of my parentsโ€™ inability to help me with schoolwork, I always did really well in school. I actually liked going. Partially for the normalcy it provided, partially for socializing, but mostly because I was curious and I was good at it. 3/
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How exciting! I just hit 6,000 followers! Thank you everyone! A re-introduction. I am an Assistant Professor @ucdavisvetmed who studies #DevBio. I am #FirstGen. I โค๏ธ science, Iโ€™m passionate about mentoring, and I post a lot about #Axolotls, my #BullDog Roxie, and my lab folks. ๐Ÿ˜€
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Replying to @KizzyPhD
Iโ€™m a participant in one of the vaccine trials right now. I wanted to ensure that Black people are represented in the study subjects. I am a scientist who read the literature and Iโ€™m willing to โ€œtake one for the teamโ€ to get our world back to normal. Hell yes Iโ€™d take it.
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I had a 3.0 and zero undergraduate research experience. Georgetown gave me a chance. They interviewed me and someone (likely @elenalab100) fought for me to be accepted. I struggled so hard in my first year and a half. 8/
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Iโ€™m having a conversation about social inequities and injustice today at lab meeting before we talk about science. This weekโ€™s events have pushed me past my limit, and science doesnโ€™t happen in a vacuum. Think about speaking with your own groups. You never know whoโ€™s affected.
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Prepared for in-person teaching with goggles and a kn95! Sheesh. This will be my first time teaching in person since January 2020 and itโ€™s a little scary. I had hoped we would be coming out of the pandemic by now. Please #GetVaccinated and #WearAMask
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Growing up, my dream job oscillated between becoming a physician or veterinarian because I had no idea that there were other options in science. I didnโ€™t know what a PhD was, and I had no idea that there was a thing called graduate school. I got into UCLA (dream school). 4/
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I didnโ€™t realize how much anxiety and stress I was holding onto until I saw the word, guilty. I am so used to being let down by these trials that I was expecting it here too. Even with all of that evidence. George Floyd deserved to live, and his life was taken from him.
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Hello! I am Crystal Rogers. I had to re-take molecular biology in college because I truly didnโ€™t understand it and I was failing. I am now a molecular, cell, and developmental biologist!

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Flex your lowest academic low score. To remind us that almost everyone fails at some point in life but it isn't the end of the road. Just a memory in the end. Mine was 27/100 in Engineering Math 2, just a year after I'd scored 99 in 12th boards. Much needed kick in my butt.
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Eight years ago today, I was hospitalized with preeclampsia. My BP was high, and my doc made the decision that I needed a C-section that day. This little guy made it safely into the world, and I made it safely back to normal BP. Grateful for everyday with him. Happy birthday son!
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True to my word! Happy Halloween! Definitely rocking the chicken costume for neighborhood trick or treating. Itโ€™s not even a little flattering, but itโ€™s a lot comfortable!๐Ÿ˜‚ โ€œBe your study organism.โ€ ๐Ÿ“#DevBio #Chicken #Halloween
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