How the hell does a 27 yr old bald dude that plays mnk with crippled wrists make PL? Beats me, fuck it we ball.

Y'all were some 2 viewer andy at some point as well, stop getting salty that you die in a video game.

I'm no longer going to play in PL/LAN TLDR: I have an auto immune disease that causes a lot of pain, and for some reason playing apex causes it to re-surface. I'm not going to play with the pain for the sake of others like I did for past teammates. After BLGS, I took a long break and a lot of my symptoms related to my auto immune disease and pain started going away. I felt really good for the most part and was able to do normal things like brush my teeth without pain. During this time it was unclear that I would even still be playing with trev, and if that came to be, I was extremely excited to start coaching. I enjoy using my brain more than aiming in apex, so this was seemingly perfect. I was asked to play for CTE and declined as I didn't think we were a good fit, I knew my mechanics have taken a hit from the break, I was already trialing as a coach with OBVN/STAL and this allowed me to focus more on my health compared to playing. One day before roster lock I was asked once more. It seemed as though CTE really wanted to play with me and essentially sold me on the fact that this would be an amazing fit; there was also the whole presly drama and they seemed to be frantic about finding a new third. All of that made me feel like I had to buckle up and make it work for the sake of going to lan as well as trying to help them out. Meanwhile, I had an opportunity to coach someone(crook) I've played against, looked up to, and all the other good reasons above about the situation. I don't know why I made the decision to play. Everything should've steered me to continue coaching. Within 3 days of playing, a lot of my pain is starting to resurface. I don't know why this happens with apex specifically, or maybe its just a coincidence to have a flare up right when I start playing. Unfortunately, after putting all my past teammates before myself, I no longer am willing to hurt myself for the sake of others. I have to think about my health first given all the complications I've had the past 5 years. Hopefully, everything will work out in the end and they can somehow salvage their team situation and I can somehow still find a team to coach.

I'd rather not get into too many details, but life is full of ups and downs. Unfortunately my downside is heavily related to coping with the constant mental battle of my auto immune disease. Running through all these different drugs and the amount of side effects associated is tough to sit on. Any little thing that happens in my body is a scary thing since I don't understand what's going on. Idk what the future holds for me with this condition so I want to make sure I live life to the fullest, spend time with family, experience things, and do it in a positive mental state. I feel as though stepping away from competitive gaming and focusing on myself and my health is necessary. It was a good run in apex, Thank you @Blinkzrr , @funFPS , and @yJely_ for keeping this bald mans dream alive <3

It hurts. Everything was right, I just can't make the right call at the most important times. Idk how much longer I can be this close to my goal and not achieve it. I want a future, I want a life, I want things outside of Apex and idk how much longer I can sit here and not pursue them. GGs to everyone and best of luck at the next level.

The final run

LFT as a coach for Y5 -Previous IGL in PL -Specialize in creating efficient macro -Played both zone and edge -Analyze all other teams -Acute ability to identify problems and find solutions -Available to sit in scrims, vod review, etc -Extremely passionate for the game.

sorry I don't enjoy playing wall hack meta.

it's just never good enough. why'd I have to be injured for a year and a half, why do i have to have an AI disease that causes so much joint pain, why couldn't i get to play the game more. God just wanted to make it as hard as possible for me I guess and I kept trying to push through. too close and it's gonna haunt me forever.

actual weird enegry. Maybe its cuz I enjoy talking to people whether its a few or hundreds. idc bout the number LOL

Holy smokes we did it mom!

idk if my old heart can handle this anymore

Crazy how every one shit talks/complains about our comp, but the most common play today was ratting. Noted 👍

I hate CC now that I'm older. Working 9-5 every week day then not having a weekend to unwind before going back to work is exhausting.

LFT for Y5. Player or Coach, dm me on X or disc

sorry to everyone's ears

Definitely lost something in my self ever since qualling for pro league. Felt it for a while, and have been trying to figure out what's going on. Still no clue, but I've only started bouncing back the past 4 days. Just gotta get whatever it was I had back.

got my room door closed on me for this one 😳😳

I got a few words to say, tune in if ur curious

LF Sub for PL. Guaranteed playing 1 day. -T1 Exp pref -Bang/Valk main

It's honestly crazy to think about the sacrifice people make to play this game and compete, just to have no control in a 4 game series which is actually a 3 game series since its "part of the game" to intentionally grief. "You should've done more in the first 3 games". No, it's a BR and rng plays a big role. For every game you play and get a bad zone, bad loot, unlucky, etc, based on probability, the more games you have the less likely you are to have bad games in a row. If you flip a quarter 4 times, the probability of getting heads 3 times in a row is 1/8. 4 heads in a row is 1/16. 5 heads - 1/32. It's comparable to the RNG of apex. And my point is, we in theory only get 3 games and its more likely we can have 3 bad games in a row than 4. But we don't even get to play a 4th game because "its part of the game", thus, this 4 game format blows like a lot of people have been saying. Ex-pro league players are literally struggling to make it to finals and it isn't because they're bad/washed. It's just these 4 game rounds. Before the 2 people that read this comment go, "Bro, its part of the game". I get that, my point of this whole thing is that I wish it wasn't (which is impossible), and mainly that the 4 game series gives teams less chances to battle the RNG of a BR. There is not a single major tournament being hosted these days that aren't 6 games. IMO the 4 games wasn't as hard back then (y2/y3) because of the discrepancy in skill (skill gap from top/bottom teams). I remember quarters having like 2-3 scary/finalist teams and that's it. Now quarters have like 6-8 finalist teams, but we still have the bad 4 game format. IMO once again, due to there being less of a skill gap, it's 100% time to change the competitive format to accommodate how competitive it has actually become. BR's breed RNG, but it should be somewhat balanced. Thanks for coming to my TED talk

T2 comp player caught walling...

Words don't matter without results, I never let anything get to my head. I stay humble, put on the blinders, and keep moving forward. I've never been in a highlighted position where teams either view me as a threat or dislike me to the point of hatred/jealousy. I've come to realize that PSQ, CC, etc is and was easier when I had no credibility to my name. It's a new learning curve to be targeted and I don't have the experience or game plans to counter it.

LF Coach/Analyst for BLGS and Y5 PL. Dm me. Looking for someone to elevate our game so we don't miss LAN by 2 points :D

I will not go 1/6 on ring consoles today. I will not go 1/6 on ring consoles today. I will not go 1/6 on ring consoles today. I will not go 1/6 on ring consoles today. I will not go 1/6 on ring consoles today. I will not go 1/6 on ring consoles today.🙏🙏

Getting ready for finals tomorrow, heating up the wrist ez

Astonishes me people can’t grasp probability theory. The format isn’t the reason myself or any team didn’t qualify. The format is what didn’t provide adequate chances to showcase that you belong in the next round. Why is semis 6? Why not keep that 4 as well? Because 6 games is an adequate amount to more accurately find the top 10. Can 6 games still make some teams slip through to the next round and knock out others that are probably more belonging, yes. However, the chances of this happening are decreased with a 6 game sample size verse 4 games. Everyone that gets knocked out, it’s their own fault. Plain and simple. But you can’t sit there and actively say some of these teams didn’t belong in the next round. They had a bad set and it’s unforgiving. Never did I once say the way I played was great/amazing. I know I didn’t perform well those 3 games and that’s why we aren’t playing. But I can only sit here and statistically realize that with 6 games or even not getting griefed (4 fair games), the probability of going to the next round will increase if that team more so truly belongs there.

uhhh, is this real? I feel bad for yah having to deal with that. wtf...

Well this aged well :(

BALD MAN JOINS @CCEUCX

Y4 boutta be a movie.

I just can't find happiness in my performance ever. Nothing but first is ever enough.

I'll be breaking down a lot of the PLQ games tonight if you're interested. Will be looking at ours and other team's games. I'll try to give some insight on my thought process when I play and how some teams could've qualled imo.

Yeh no more streams, I be yappin too much. Back to my vod review dungeon, thanks to anyone today that showed love in the chat

To all my mnk aimers, you better take care of your health. Injuries are no joke and you'll be bored out of your mind. Lethal Company is gonna be my life until I heal up

L Take

Shoutout to @iiTzTimmy @G2Dezignful & Enemy for mopping the lobby and making cutoff so low. Goats

My throat is hurting tonight for some reason, not sure why...

yo @NiceWigg I heard you like the longbow. We got a great opportunity and it includes @Trevstacks & rampart walls 👀

When your back starts to hurt from watching algs for 12 hrs

it really do be cut throat out here

Speechless

Got the lights on now, getting ready for the finals with the usual heat therapy

find me a better trio @DooplexLIVE @MandeOW @TaxiDLegend. These 3 are simply comedy

Might not be a flashy player, but consistency is key :D

Respawn seems to have been doing a way better job with transparency, hot fixes, etc imo. Everything that has been negatively affecting apex (ranked split issues, cosmetics being lost, tourney being hacked), they're taking accountability and fixing it. Be patient ffs & stop bitching.

📈📈📈

"They'll never watch the vod" oh trust me, I watch everything bud, you fucked up.

im starting to think people don't like us 🥲

I swear any time I’m nice to someone, they somehow take it as a weakness. Mine as well just be a dick

who needs aim when you got a brain (or just 7 nades o.o)

jeez, crazy how a response from @ImperialHal, even though it may be negative. Cheered me up. Goat

LF1 for Y4 -Controller Fragger -confident/aggressive (Not Support) -Pref NOT AN IGL OR CO-IGL -trust,listen,shoot -Experience in Finals/LCQ -Loba/Cat Main DM myself, @Trevstacks, or @Sunyhero3 Suny has life coming up and cannot fully commit, this was a mutual decision.

Not worried, it is what it is. The grind never stops. DM me

should I stream comp stuff?

This has to be one of thee most dominant CC performances no? (Thread)

BRUH, not shot my @JohnnySins video is getting seen by news articles LOL vg247.com/apex-legends-johnn…

Huge congratz to @Akimboh_FPS @Arkology_ & @Blinkzrr. So deserved.

Idk anymore, I think I'm just sh*t and can't do stuff like this 😢

Top 10 roller/mnk players in PSQ -no one cares -stop posting this shit for impressions, use ur thinking cap to come up with better content otherwise your content career is gonna blow cock in the long run -you're cringe if you aren't doing it for impressions Honorable mention: idc

just a heads up to anyone dming. At work currently and need to wait to meet with the boys later today to talk about everything.

Nothing is guaranteed in life. Sometimes all you need is to have your back against the wall. Realizations have set in, my mindset is literally do or die.

Game day vibes

Sounds like this situation doesn't fall under the emergency sub clause.

Top 10 WORST IGL plays the @SoaRGaming tournament tonight @ 6 EST. No stream for me, but @Trevstacks will be live.

not defending, but you realize you see the character fly across the screen at around 7-8s? I watched it first time and noticed it. He also reacted/flicked right after that character left los. I get everyone is sus in this community, but at least have some good clips.

Probably one of my best clips ever, and it has nothing to do with the shots KEKW

LOL WE EVEN CALLED IT THAT SOMEONE WOULD PUT IT ON TWITTER BAHAHAHAAHAH

I heard that oblivion team isn’t even signed yet 🤔

LF1 for CC4 & LCQ -Controller Fragger -confident/aggressive (Not Support) -Pref NOT AN IGL OR CO-IGL - trust,listen,shoot -Experience in Finals/LCQ -Valk main We have a guaranteed spot in the LCQ come July DM me, @Rhelayy, or @Sunyhero3

9-5 from home is the wave for this gen imo. Saving on commute time, getting ready, and all the other chores surrounding work is what makes it a lot easier for myself. I'm also slightly bias because as a software dev, I can finish a 2 hour task in an hour.

Haha, love that from you. 1. At least get the comp correct, we've killed you guys a few times and even blew your macro (evac crutch like every team has in this meta). Loba, Rampart, Bang. 2. Can we at least try to understand the premise instead of attacking something as irrelevant as a comp/playstyle. I will still stick to my guns, I could cook the most outlandish comp/playstyle and still compete at a high level. Maybe not as high as you, but we have different standards, we are not the same clearly Mr CEO/Champ. But regardless of specifics in any team, a bad round is bound to happen, and it's more likely to happen in a 4 game format compared to 6 games. Therefore, to lessen the chance of a statistical anomaly (good teams getting knocked out early) from happening, in my opinion, 6 games instead of 4 can contribute to more consistent results. Your coach, who is arguably the greatest coach in apex has even stated 4 games is "archaic". I assume his statement somewhat aligns with the probability theory I'm presenting, but I could be wrong. Feels good that you remember us :) Now I'll wait for the screenshot of "I ain't reading all that", "I'm happy for u tho", "or sorry that happened".

For everyone hating on @ImMadnessTV , he honestly didnt say anything that bad. Its more so what shooby said. I can't imagine some people dreaming and grinding to make a career, just to have those with a career shitting on them. Luckily this doesn't phase me, but it might forothrs

I can only imagine how good my aim would be if I wasn't injured for going on 8ish months now...

LF1 for CC1 and on -controller fragger -NOT IGL/CO-IGL -high master/pred -T2 Experience minimum -Just need a demon that listens -VALK or WATTSON MAIN ONLY

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s playing alone. That’s the one thing I always said would make me quit, starting to feel like that time is coming.

how the fuck does your controller not shatter into a million pieces when you pick it up?

If any PSQ teams are interested in some coaching sessions, feel free to DM me. Looking to get into coaching more seriously and this would be a great way to get the feet wet.

Me after a day of IGLing SKT T2

Custom water loop 13900k with a 4090 just to get shit on by AI

Gimme some streams to watch this CC weekend pleaaase :D

Getting 4th in @gauntletleague after being fresh off a red eye flight. I was absolutely torched and didn't shit the bed as hard as I thought I would. Carried by the goat @Zer0OCE , call me shit any time daddy :D

God this makes me so happy xD @PlayApex

sike, retirement is nice

If any pros or ex pros have any experience in something similar, I'm all ears and would love to hear your perspective/situation.

Going Jurassic/Landslide, missing my prowlers though :(

The amount of people that questioned everything I did in this play was too funny. Apex aint all about ego challs and running at people 😴

Never played worse in my life, retirement inc

The maggie ball inside broke it. Gibby bubble has a hitbox that goes lower than the center origin point. Meaning there is a piece that can be hit since it goes through the roof.

What an insane night. Coming off the bench into a 2nd with the boys.

Still LF1 for CC1 and on (Currently with a temp) -Controller Fragger -NOT IGL/CO-IGL -High master/Pred -T2 Experience minimum -Just need a demon that listens -VALK or WATTSON MAIN ONLY

This aged well.

god i fucking suck dick, stop glazing, y'all are delusional

This has to be thee worst semis I've ever played, literal ranked matches being played

LF1 -Controller Fragger - confident/aggressive (Not Support) -Pref NOT AN IGL, but open to an IGL depending on circumstances -High master/Pred -Experienced in the comp scene MUST -Control main (Cat, Caustic, Watt, Rampart). but open to talk about the character DM me

We needa shake up this meta just a little LOL

Learning roller is 2ez, idk how to show whole scoreboard

feels like I'm trying to build myself up while everything is falling apart. I can't be this unlucky right?

OMG I DID IT GUYS, IT WAS A INSANELY HARD GRIND. THANKS TO EVERYONE FEEDING THIS SHITTER RP

#SaveApexRanked or I gotta clutch like this every time...