TEETH UPDATE: Close to potentially doing something in Mexico with Dr. Jimenez OR Turkey, I really really need implants but the US won't help. If anyone would like to support: gofundme.com/f/6ssk79-me-get… Guys let me know if you have any questions, any support helps.
got approached to tryout for a team yesterday morning, I warm up etc, join their vc a few minutes before scrim. with server up and everything I was told that my tryout was cancelled due to my voice...incredibly gut wrenching, just layed in bed for a long time 😞
Hey guys, my name is Adam and I am fundraising for teeth. I was born with a rare genetic condition called HSAN 8 which means I am unable to feel pain. Because of this, throughout my childhood I have had most of my teeth removed, any help is appreciated
gofund.me/8b8e3298
ok fine im gonna be honest this post op procedure has been the most uncomfortable thing ive experienced in my life but considering its the only chance of normalcy it might be worth it, really trying to push throughand overall improving day by dayq
i didn't get a floor seat ticket so watching this theough my phone camera zoom lol with bad quality but better than nothing. i have monoculurs at hone but couldn't find them 😔looking forward to g2 faze though!
screw it im putting this on twitter it can't be THAT bad right? stage 1 done, EASY surgery compared to mouth procedure i n march, feeling great, 3 weeks from now nose will be aligned properly etc in revision surgery
to all the people in the comments saying it's race related, their are quite a lot of black majority countries that are doing a lot better than haiti. Even some of the African countries that have historically been considered "poor" now have a BIG middle class and are quite stable.
holy shit I have been acknowledged by the game itself HELL YEAH! im ok, cant wait to get home so i can keep grinding demos/team scrims and get closer to where i want to/know i can be
Quite interesting how it's always the people on faceit who barely speak english being the absolute worst when it comes to making fun of my voice (I still deal with this issue weekly even with my speech impediment bind, I just don't care)
won this game 13 - 6, can't say I enjoyed it though tbh, this was basically the whole game
I hope they get banned
didn't play in the showmatch, but blast was cool enough to lend me a rig in the arena for a bit, was nice since i haven't played in a few weeks, this camera angle makes me look massive though :/, will hopefully start losing weight soon
yo hi surgery went well they revised my nose a bit to look better and built bone for me to support dental implants once i can afford them lol (RIP dlore howl etc lol)right now i have a ng tube (nose to stomach) for food which kinda sucks but hycet/morphine helps, ty for support!
You need to make that decision beforehand. Not 5 minutes before the scrim. I don't know what pug you're referring to but I have consistently solid impact across scrims/league and am worth the tryout, EVEN if this wasn't thecase, you 100% should've just ran the ancient scrim w/ me
i think if im gonna get a 24h ban for calling someone dogshit in response to hearing shit like this for a medical condition I can't control then I think the same penalty should apply to him too, from now on im just gonna mute/disengage cause of this minerva thing I guess.
9 months ago, my local plastic surgery department basically told me to fuck off and denied me an opportunity to fix my face, literally 2 days later, @TheSurgeonLIVE finds me through twitch and shoots me a text, and just because of him I'm having surgery on wednesday, SURREAL.
I can absolutely promise you, that the Indians moving to your country are NOT the Indians from these headlines. In fact, they're more than likely higher educated and more accomplished than 90% of the racists under these comments.
apparently this ryan guy has never heard of me and someone(s) saw me join discord, and said something to him about my voice, then I get told "my team is worried about comms" I've never had issues with people understanding me on any team and anyone can vouch for that
anyways, very rough getting my tryout retracted last second over something I have 0 control over, I have since updated my post in the NA scrim discord to include that I do have a speech impediment, so hopefully this will never happen again.
anyone interested in seeing updates like these on instagram every few days? would be cool to document the progress i think but also a bit gory perhaps? (instagram.com/bahrizadam)
beyond surreal that I'm getting a nose, between age 12 - 16, my nose/getting plastic surgery was an issue that constantly kept me up at night, now im finally here...on a small island in texas...because of csgo...getting plastic surgery..like wtf????
but yea bone grafting surgery went well, which means I can now 100% get teeth once Bill Gates finds out who I am. the nose though is still kinda messed up. It can be fixed in the future but I'm not really in a rush to get it fixed right now, it's def better then what i had before
oh another clip from the interview! didn't really articulate myself well here but i think i got my point across. not much to say besides that yea it really sucks having a speech issue and playing games online, other issues too but id like to put all that stuff behind me, thx jake
Won Dreamhack San Diego BYOC, $2500 total/$500 each. gg's to everyone we played and especially my teammates @LucasMizumoto@phuckily@ItsAlaNo@EthanSchaner you guys are nuts and it was a lot of fun!
$180 from sunglass hut. Literally NEVER in my life have I spent more than $40 on a clothing item/accessory so I feel a bit odd, what do you guys think? Honest opinions please.
what a fucking loser LMAO IMAGINE SPENDING ALL YOUR WAKING HOURS WAITING FOR ME TO GO LIVE JUST SO YOU CAN BOOT ME OFF, FOR 2 MONTHS.
literal no life, shit stain excuse for a human.
I have decided to quit streaming for now, no twitlonger or anything, what it comes down to is that my stream is so fucking dead that it has become impossible for me to justify the amount of time I stream to not even make a sustainable income, thanks to everyone.